I write a lot about Love. But it's just that I can't focus on anything else. I just want to get to the point of everything. Yeah, there are so many desires and goals in our lives that are ready to be filled and met. Yeah.......... so? my mentality is simply "what's the point?" Really! WHAT. IS. THE. POINT?!?!
God, am I doing wrong here??? I don't want to be like everyone else and follow the same systems and patterns they follow. I don't want to be sad and hurt and emotionless like they are. I don't want to hide who I am and what I really feel. No, not who I am~~ I mean I don't want to hide who I want to be And I don't want to supress my healthy emotions... I don't want to slowly kill myself like they're doing--like I was doing before.
You set me free... now please help me to live like I'm free. I'm still living like a slave because of my mind. I'm still caring about what and how they think~ You set my heart free, now please set my mind free. In Christ's name I pray~
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The people you describe in the second paragraph.. is pretty much exactly what I feel like. I really admire you for deciding to not let your heart get wrapped up in worldly affairs. I'm finally starting to let go and let God become my only love, but my condition is so ingrained in me...
does that even make any sense? hahaha
Anyways, thank you for your words Smarta. They are a blessing to me.
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