Amazing

I'm almost done! ALMOST! Just one project and three finals to go. UC essays are done, transfer apps are done (for now)... almost free. I'm going to spend this winter break releasing my stress and getting back into shape. I don't remember the last time I ran for more than 10 seconds and I'm getting tired.... of getting tired... as I walk up the stair to my apartment. All this studying (and pretending to study while playing on the internet) has locked me in this apartment with nothing to do but EAT and READ. I'm actually enjoying reading and getting tired of eating. What has this world come to? Except super burritos.... I never get tired of those. Especially since there's this really good taqueria near my place that's cheap and closes at 2am :D

But that's not the point. I need to sweat myself PURE and CLEANSE the inside of my body with FRESH AIR. I need... to hike. I heard the other side of 280 has a lot of really beautiful hiking trails. I think I'll discover one this winter break. I'm going to hike even if its raining. In fact, I want to hike WHILE its raining so I can use the new North Face backpack my brother got me.... it has a bright yellow rain cover. I thought the backpack was a little too big for school, but after putting all my books and laptop in, it's actually a pretty good size. But literally... this is straight up a hiking backpack... and I need to fill it with something and climb up a mountain. I can't waittttt! In the meantime, I think I'm going to get one of those 24 Hour Fitness free 24 day trials and sit in their crazy steam room every night until finals are over. I remember when I used to go into those steam rooms with my mom. The sign said not to stay in for more than like 15-20 minutes or so... that crazy ahjumma would stay in there for days. And she'd bring lemon juice and splash some next to the steam pipes so the steam room would smell nice and fresh... a little embarrassing, but at least it didn't smell like nasty sweat. Oh, the memories.

I'm glad I was stupid and naive in high school so that I didn't get into any good universities. In every way, I wasn't ready, especially in my spirituality. I would've been one of those pansy Christian kids who went to college and lived for the world. That would've been all bad.....

But I'm ready now! Let me in UCB so I can live with Reebs and eat bulgogi sandwiches every day! Let me in God so I can serve you to the fullest :)