Pierced

Make me, take me, break me, I'm pierced.
-Audio Adrenaline

Some old school stuff. I love how God always puts the perfect song into my heart to match my state of being. In this case... Pierced by Audio Adrenaline. I remember listening to audio Adrenaline while driving down to Mexico for mission trip... I think my first one? Mike obba would always be listening to Audio Adrenaline.... I thought Mike obba was so coool :P

I'm actually surprised this song came to mind through all the crap that's in my brain. Good song though, even if it's from the early 90's~ The simple songs speak the most, right?

These past few days have been hard. Hard on my heart and really hard on my head. I can feel God answering my cries for intimacy with Him. And I'm surprised because this is definitely NOT how I expected Him to respond. ...all I can say for now is that my heart is heavy. really heavy. But on the inside I can feel my spirit rejoicing. ... it's a funny feeling. Cause while my head and heart are aching and begging for rest, I can feel a deep peace and joy in my spirit for what's happening, for MORE of what's happening, and what's to come. Good fruit. That's what's to come. Truthfully though, all I want to do is sit here and stare at a wall while God molds me like clay. But I know that won't happen.... I gotta keep moving. Although my flesh is strong, God's spirit and power are stronger. God is stronger. I trust in You, Lord. And I thank You, God, for what You're doing, for hearing my prayer, for responding, and for what's to come. Transformation. Renewal. Healing. Revival. New being. New passion. New relationships. New mission. New life.

Though I am wounded and unworthy
Though I am selfish and untrue
You are holy, You're the healer
You forgave me, made me new... made me new

BREAK ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!