Screw My Brain

My brain is always leading me in the wrong direction... always trying to conquer or manipulate God. Even though I know I'll never understand His ways or His thinking, I always find myself trying to map out His "methods" and use them to my advantage. I try to play God. Or even worse, be my own god. And yet, even though God knows all this, He still responds to my prayers and my rediculousness and shows me that no matter what MY motives are... His motives are always to simply love and look after me. and once again my eyes are opened to see what a chump I really am.....