I'm missing out on something... I can feel it deep within. I feel this chill every once in a while; it resonate through my bones. It's not a good feeling. It's a feeling of desperation. It alters my thought process; it takes rationality out of question. It allows slipping, it allows falseness, it allows pain, and in the end breakup.
It's caused by the things I lack. It's caused by my lack of confidence, and the things that cause my lack of confidence. It's caused by the way I choose to live. It's caused by my ugliness--physical and emotional... mental... every level of ugliness that could possibly exist.
It's sad. It makes me sad. It makes me want......
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